when I was five and life was a song of excitement and innocence the world was full of mystery and I had never felt the pain of hurt or loss of any kind and then one day a playmate pushed me right off the swing you picked me up brushed me off told me not to cry ‘mommy,’ I said, ‘it hurts’ when I was sixteen and in love for the first time to a young Cuban girl I felt like an adult doing adult...
We Lost The Baby

I have very sad news to impart. Carey and I have lost the baby. Let me start from the beginning . . . and it’s better (easier), for me, to be in the third person as I write this because my heart is so heavy right now. . . He was in Washington, DC on business when Carey called. His plane had just landed. She was spotting, but it was the same day she was supposed to have had her period...